Friday, December 16, 2005
(the kite was too high so it can;t be seen)Haha .... jus remembered i actually went kite flying with Pax last week and it was really fun!! Haha our $2.50 kite could actually fly so high that the cord of string was used up!! Woohoo!! U rock Ultraman!!!.... Alas while i was winding it back, through a slip of hand, the cord was release and it fly away, bounced on the surface of the river and started to sink.... dunno where would the kite land up but i'm proud of it!! Highest Kite orh!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:50 am
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Super pissed off liao.... why is everybody flying my kite!! Grrr... First it was SY... ask her go out so many time she also dun want then give me stupid lame excuses... damn sianz... Then my very good primary sch friend suddenly have to work then can't meet also... nevermind... then i wanted to learn Diving but can't find enuff people cos kena 'fly kite' again... grrr then my best friend also... almost dun wanna go Zouk... luckily she did... then SY today don wanna go out again... tired of asking le... am not gonna ask anymore!! Then my good uni friends also suddenly say they not going for CHIP... haiz... SUPER dissappointed lor
Then i planning to go Canada for SEP next July... but seems like alot of pple applying there as well... then heard from one lecturer that it's actually bery competitive there (Uni of Toronto) so abit apprehensive...having mixed feelings... might actually wanna go Mcgill to study.. but guess i'll still put it as 2nd choice and see how things go...
If its really super intensive... hmmm i really donnoe... guess i really have to be super determined to excel and be a career woman... always tot i could jus do leisure work and count on my husband to support me and the family... will this dream realli come true? or am i really determined enough and going to seriously put some thought into my future career and stop lazing and dreaming anymore? hmmm i really dunno... it will be a 180 degree total change of thinking... what should i do???... shld i still be naive and happy or see the hard facts of reality and accept it.... Dilema that seems obvious but somewhat painful...
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♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:28 pm