Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Jus remembered the dinner outing we had to glass house... Really amazing that all 15 of us actually came even though some couldn't make it in time, they still came down to show face for awhile! i think this is wat OGs feel like ba...
that day i was experiencing poverty cos my wallet only had $6 so i decided to eat by myself at the PS foodcourt first then join them again later since the Fish and Co stuff was expensive... 1 hr later when i came back, they were still waiting for their food lor... almost 2hr then it came.... crazy! and they only compensated with a small pan of fries =x
can feel that without the common thing that bond us together - work at HSA, there were not as much things to talk... maybe that is why OGs fall apart after awhile too... but still happy that we are holding on and they are planning another outing... of cos 1 more gathering would be my birthday party!! i hope everyone can come =)
pics of our gathering:
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:46 am
Its been 3 weeks since i started my FYP. Seriously, i still dunno the principles behind what i'm doing.... jus following the motion and instructions given. i'll be glad there is instructions though... i tink my mentor sometimes has mood swings too..... sometimes he'll be kind to tell me what to do, other times i ask him how?? he'll jus say 看着办 lor... and he's still forever mumbling, leading me to interprete him wrongly everytime! sometimes i can see that he is frustrated tooo but wat to do... he also dun wanna open his mouth.... haiz..... suddenly realise time will pass very fast then soon have to do presentation next sem... but i dun even noe anything then how to present? my supervisor keep saying dun worry he'll help me but until now i only saw him twice lar... he seldom come to lab also which is good and bad lar..
on a lighter note, i passed my NMR test and safety test! yay!!! haha cos those if fail will be quite ma lu =x been enjoying my financial acc class too. Making more friends in chemistry also albeit the guys i noe are all wierd.. but theres the power girls!! At least i feel i'm making an attempt to improve my social life haha.... classes are tiring though... till 8pm is really no joke... by the time i come home all i want is to be a couch potato or play some online games. dun really wanna entertain him but how can... though i noe he can feel it lar... but oh well..i'll jus leave it for the time being... dunno wat to do also....
i'm a full of dunnos girl...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:35 am
Friday, August 03, 2007
Today was my last day of the crash course tuition i gave... the student was really good to teach, obedient and willing to learn, her mom was also very very nice. At the end she even gave me extra $30 more than the actual fee!!! super happy!! haaha
After that went to HSA to have lunch with them... hee so happy to see them again! haha they chose to go to the Cantonment Police station to eat lar... the security was so strict it was quite scary... surprisingly Simon was nice enough to wait for me at the lobby to bring me up when the others were all happily eating upstairs already lar... smtimes (on rare occasions) he is nice lar...
and found out that the new guy in our attachment group likes Hui shan!! haha oh my god!! so unexpected.. cos he so quiet... din expect him to be so open abt his feelings lar! but i think its good lar... he's so daring eh! haa happy for the girl =)
can't wait for next friday....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:22 pm
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Met up with KL for lunch today... haha maybe too long never meet le... so happy to have lunch with him again keke.... maybe i was too stressed and dun feel like being alone... really happy to have friends like him and Andrew. Saw him today after school too haha... at last have a chance to talk after soo long keke.... update: he's attached! haha happy for him. really hope we can all meet up soon... really miss the days when we hanged out together after school.... miss u guys!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:42 pm
I feel really lost now... dunno what do do...
Should i go to school to start on my FYP? but school is already starting next week... and im too lazy to go to school =x but i'm afraid it'll leave a bad impression of me... so how... i still decided to stay at home =x but then i really wanna go to school to read the FNA textbook to see if i wanna take it... the bidding points is 2000+ larr.... if only i can teleport....
Jus finished teaching tuition.. tmr last lesson... they are really nice people.. sometimes i really envy those kids who has mix parents cos they get to travel and study abroad and they seem more confident of themselves....
he left for hong kong today for 3 days.... hmmm din noe i'll miss him... yesterday we went out together then went to zouk at night cos i wanted to go dancing during mambo... haven been there for so long... the songs have changed... quite sucky cos i don noe those songs anyway... then it wasn't fun to go with him lar... pretty boring actually... next time i shall find some girlfriends to go...
really think we're not compatible anymore but how do i tell him.... i really don feel like carrying on anymore but why when he jus left for HK i start to miss him already... i think its because i'm too used to him being around all the time... so i think its a good opportunity to get used to life without him....
i dun wanna teach tuition liao... i dun wanna do FYP... i dun wanna grow up... i DUN!!!!!
then wat do i wAn? ....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:36 pm
