Friday, March 07, 2008
I hate myself
I hate the way i talk
I hate the way i feel so proud when theres nothing to be proud of
I hate to hear myself cos it always comes out like i'm trying to boast
I hate it I hate it
I should keep my mouth shut and start doing things that i can be proud of
Take the first step that is to not be lazy and procrastinating.
Thats it.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:31 am
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Irritated! Frustrated! Grrr....
Irritated with my laziness and procrastination...
Feeling the pressure of FYP thesis since i havent wrote a single word
Worried about my other modules cos it feels like i havent been studying at all
Confused by what kind of job i want to apply and end up not applying for anything yet
Scared that i apply for job too late.
Wanna buy graduation gown but dun wanna keep it....
Mom and dad asking abt FYP
Apprehensive about life after graduation
Don't feel like talking to him
Wanna do lots of other things that are not related to my studies now
Basically jus irritated at myself for always feeling lost and confuse and feeling so helpless or coward to face things and procrastinating and dreading this feeling and regretting it.... arh!!! i dun wanna waste my time away!! Pls throw my tv and games away......
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:24 am
