Thursday, November 18, 2010
Wow.. so fast it is mid-Nov already... been a long time since i blogged and i would like to pick it up again to brush up on my writing skills and express myself better with words...
Times flies so fast and it seems my linguistic ability seems to be deteriorating with my impatience increasing... i seem to not want to think through things so much, and it has caused me to become bad with words and expressing myself accurately and also slowing my thought process and limiting my ability to think thoroughly... i need to make my brain work!
Work has been ok, but i and quite certain of a career switch by next year... i would really like to try out something else that has a better career prospect.. i don't want to be a product specialist forever... should i try the job in logistics? or something related to chemistry? Maybe i should be more enthusiastic in looking for a job in the recycling field, related to chem haha.. Another goal would be to improve my memory drastically..
Just accompanied MQ to choose her wedding gowns for her photoshoot just now... hmm kind of looking forward to the day i can wear those gowns and take beautiful pictures too! but i don't think that day will come so soon judging from his luke warm response or even outright avoidance when i try to bridge this subject to him... haiz... wth... i really don't know what is he thinking? Though i know we are both not ready to take the plunge yet, but shouldn't we be discussing about it and have a rough dateline planned? i seriously don't wanna wait another 5 years man... after dating for so long... the spark is getting dimmer... oh no!! depressing... we don't take many pictures together any more, we don't go out dating much... now we just stay at home and watch tv or bring didi out with us... where have all the romantic moments gone?!??! well i guess we did went to fly kite together and marina barrage, washed the car together today.. at last!(after weeks of nagging...), went for an occasional movie... hmmm but an occasional sweet surprise would be nice... everytime i lament about that though, he will always bring out the past things that he has done which were not appreciated... is that an excuse to not plan anymore surprises then?? grr... sometimes its just so frustrating... i shall stop here bcos the more i think abt it the more upset i get... nite
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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