Monday, February 16, 2009
I've been contemplating for awhile...
not that the current job is not good... just that there are so many days that i don't feel like working... so many days where i don't wanna see a customer. I dont mind meeting a customer if there is an agenda to attend to, but i don't like dropping by with nothing to talk about... jus visiting and see how is everything going .... some might like it, others find it disturbing... i personally find it irritating.... grrr...dun like it
I can't remember customer's names too... then not very nice cos i dun really know how to get market information too... .i dun deny it pays better then the normal kind of jobs that i can get, but how long and how far can i go if i keep feeling like not working most of the time?
However, how much better will i fare in another job? i know i dun like to do lab work, or maybe research... but i kinda miss doing chemistry now...afterall that was what i had studied the past 4 years.. and now it seems like a waste not practicing it when i see people busily doing lab work.
how how what should i do?? should i apply for a new job? or challenge myself to stay on this job and learn as much as possible... i know that i'm just lazy and plain denying trying hard and putting effort in this new job, but if i'm so unhappy 3 out of 5 days, even if it's not that difficult to hit the target, should i stay on??
Should i??? Who can give me an answer lei???
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:31 pm
