Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Been thinking about my career again since i've been receiving some job advertisments from nus mail... however when i read all the requirements for the jobs, non seem to suit me... they are all looking for research based people... and the descriptions are like: independent, self motivated, strong passion/interest in doing research... blah blah....
i ask myself: am i that kind of person? i don't think so.... then how? even if i apply i also noe i wont get it.... then how? i also dunno... dunno what i really wanna do... i feel useless again as the sem draws to a close and i am one step closer to stepping into the working society. Wats it like for people who noe what they want in life? How did they know they want to do something? How come i dunno what i want?
In my fourth year, my passion for chemistry has diminished, studying accounting made me wanna do something business related but some online games gave me signs that i might not be up to it... i dun like to teach... or maybe i'm lazy... then all of a sudden 2 agencies called to ask me if i wanna take up tuition jobs... okie its good cos i need the money, if not i got no income... but the rate is low... haiz.... is this a sign that i should go into teaching afterall? i dunno... but i'm determined not to step into NIE at least not until i've worked in the outside world for a few years..... though i dunno wat i wanna do...
haiz... 还是走一步， 看一步吧。。。
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:58 pm
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
FUCK OFF U IRRITATING UGLY STUPID SUCKY HORRIBLE WOMAN!
I HOPE U LOOSE UR VOICE AND GET SHOUTED AT FOR NO REASON COS U DUNNO WAT ITS LIKE AND U SHOULD EXPERIENCE WAT U DO TO OTHERS. HOPE NOTHING GOOD HAPPENS TO U. HOPE U FAIL UR EXAM AND HAVE TO RETAIN FOR 2 MORE YEARS. GO AND DIE AND I HOPE U GO CRAZY TOO!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:32 pm
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Today Charlene gave me a butterfly ring!! hhaa out of nowhere... cos she went shopping, saw this and immediately thought of me so bought it for me.... wah so touched!!! i have always envied girl cliques where this sort of sweet things happen... thank you charlene for making me feel special!! love ya!!
she really is a great friend. Was really touched to get a sunflower and a card of encouragement when i jus broke up.... thanks alot girl! Really lucky to know you. Really.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:21 am
I Hate Groupwork, especially in NUS, especially with people of different faculty...
First it was the b*tch during the perfume and cosmetics project... now the FNA project..
why do i always get sucky groupmates when all i wanted was to pair up with new people and meet more people... .grrrr.... does it mean that all those who don have friends taking the same module simply have some attitude problem or something.... grrr
this shi*ty year 4 girl from engine was in charged of only 2 questions... and yet she gave me rubbish... jus calculations.... so has engine taught her how to calculate only.... can't even write some descriptions issit......
Haiz... i dunno how to describe her lar... she's just wierd.... and i don like talking to her...... can't wait to get this project over and done with... ARHHHHHHHH>>>!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:14 am
