Friday, October 19, 2007
Breaking up is not easy.
I thought i didnt care... i thought i would be able to get over it easily. I was wrong.
Friends told me the i had expected it coming so i shouldn't feel so sad. Really?? for those who said that, i think you havent' been in a relationship before. Please don't say that to me. It makes me feel worse.
I miss him.... i long to see his sms.... i long to talk to him... yet i can't...
yes, even though i was the one who wanted the split... and i don't regret my decision... but it'll take some time for me to get back on my feet.... for my tears to stop rolling down everytime i think of him...
I need some time....
For those who were genuinely concerned about me. Thanks very much.
For those who are celebrating for me that i did it at last... well you don't have to show that you're happy for me... cos thats not what i need....
Really thanks my friends, for showing me all your concerns. I really appreciate it. Really.
Wonder how is he coping.... is he resisting the urge to call me jus like wat i'm going through right now?
I have to keep my distance though....at least for now..... we will still be good friends. I wish you all the best and to find happiness soon again =)
miss u....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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