Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Been thinking about my career again since i've been receiving some job advertisments from nus mail... however when i read all the requirements for the jobs, non seem to suit me... they are all looking for research based people... and the descriptions are like: independent, self motivated, strong passion/interest in doing research... blah blah....
i ask myself: am i that kind of person? i don't think so.... then how? even if i apply i also noe i wont get it.... then how? i also dunno... dunno what i really wanna do... i feel useless again as the sem draws to a close and i am one step closer to stepping into the working society. Wats it like for people who noe what they want in life? How did they know they want to do something? How come i dunno what i want?
In my fourth year, my passion for chemistry has diminished, studying accounting made me wanna do something business related but some online games gave me signs that i might not be up to it... i dun like to teach... or maybe i'm lazy... then all of a sudden 2 agencies called to ask me if i wanna take up tuition jobs... okie its good cos i need the money, if not i got no income... but the rate is low... haiz.... is this a sign that i should go into teaching afterall? i dunno... but i'm determined not to step into NIE at least not until i've worked in the outside world for a few years..... though i dunno wat i wanna do...
haiz... 还是走一步， 看一步吧。。。
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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